Ruben: Let me start with a prayer, and then we will move on. Father, I thank You for this opportunity. I thank You for this moment, for what You have given us, and for what You are going to give us, Lord. Thank You for the little things. I thank You for Your Word, and thank You for us coming together in one spirit, one mind, one heart, one soul, and one accord. Let these men and women of God increase, to be strengthened, to follow through, and to press on, just like the woman with the issue of blood—she pressed on. She was determined to get healed. Jesus said it was her faith that had healed her. And we keep on pressing on, and breaking whatever holds us back, and going through it, and thanking You, and thanking You at every opportunity. Let us not take this lightly. Let us go on, and rejoice together in one spirit. Let us be in unity, Lord; one mind, one heart, one soul, one spirit. Not our mind, but Your mind. Not our will, but Your will. May we be submitted to the Holy Spirit. May He speak to us, mighty and stronger than ever. Let us receive, let us go on, let us rejoice, let us be happy, let us love, let us embrace more than ever. I thank You, Father. Let it be Your will, not ours. Amen
It just came to me. I was in a really deep sleep, then I knew that I knew in my heart that it was time. And then I felt the angel nudge me. This time it was a little bit different: I was always behind the angel, but now I am side by side. Trying to count the steps—I should give up on that, but I don't. By seven or eight I am already there. The aroma—I felt so free, breathing in the aroma, scooping it in. Here I am on the bench, so excited to see all these people again, waving and being waved at. They are embracing, and grinning with a huge grin, and laughter. And then I got to see somebody walking my way, still at a distance. It was a man, and as he got closer, I knew who he was, because there is no man that can have a grin and a joy and have that same skip like he always does - it was Bob Jones. And he acknowledged me. He ran and ran, and hugged and kissed me on the cheek. And I didn't mind.
Bob Jones said, "There is so much to share into the world, into the people of God. So much to share to my friends. it is a Journey. They could say that ours has ended, but it hasn't because you are picking it up and your Journey is so wonderful. Let me share things that I see in the atmosphere. I know that my friends and your friends still, with all their hearts and souls, continue to press on. Never give up hope. There is always hope. But I tell you one thing, as long as the Church—your friends and my friends continue to humble themselves before Almighty God, and continue to ask for mercy—for Jerusalem and for Israel—If we would only imagine what that means to the Father. We have no idea. But we assume, and that is just it. We have to believe it in our hearts and souls, more than we can ever imagine, just like a decent mother and a father love their children. How they would sacrifice for their own loved ones, that's the Father. We hear things. We see things. We hear things. We hear a lot of negative things. But we hear good things. We have to take the good things and then take all the bad things together, but then wrap it into Glory, because that is what makes it pure. You take the bad and turn it into good. You take the negative and turn it into good. We, as humans, have struggled with that in so many ways. But will we ever understand? No. But we strive to try to understand the agape love.
"Tell your friends and my friends, we must always continue to walk with our heads up, no matter what the outcome is. Some days are bad. Some days are good. But let's take those bad ones, let's mix it up. God's Glory. The Father. The Father's Word. The Father's mercy, and His greatness, His forgiveness. Let's take that, and let's go forward. Your Journey continues to keep on growing as you’ll see. But now you had a little taste of what people will accept or not accept, and there is yet more to come. But what you do is you walk with your head up. You dust your feet, you wipe your hands, and you go on. But I want you to read:
Ephesians 3
Proverbs 23
John 8
Psalms 40
“Let that speak into your heart and soul. Let It stir you up with fire. Let your friends and my friends be stirred up with fire! Energized with grace and mercy. Let them rejoice. Let them burn it into their spirit and heart, into their stomach, where the belly will just grow with great fire, that can only be stirred up by the Holy Ghost. For I see. I hear what we must learn, to help us in our Journey. Go forth. And see if your friends would allow me one more time, if they would have it in their hearts to sing an old song for me. Let them just pick one out and sing it for me. Be blessed. I bless my friends. But I am with my friend, and he should not fear. He is a man of God and he’ll be just fine. Go in peace, my brother. With all my heart and soul I say I’m glad to have this time with you. With all my love, I will see you again.”
Note: Remember to pray for Israel🇮🇱and for the peace of Jerusalem.
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Ruben: I waited for almost two hours, and then I was summoned again on the same night, tremendous! I was already prepared; I couldn't sleep, I couldn't really close my eyes. I felt in my spirit something was coming, and sure enough, the angel came. I jumped up, ready to go, and side by side I walked with him, still going up the steps and trying to count them. The aroma hit me so hard; it is hard to really and truly explain the smell. The herbs—everything is really connecting together. And colors like a peacock when he spreads his tail; you see the same colors in Heaven. I got to see the children, and you could hear them—the way they laugh. It gets your attention the way they laugh and the way they play, and the way they hold their hands, and the way they embrace each other. It is not like us adults in the world. We hold a grudge, and children, well they know how to forgive each other. We adults take a long time, and then we call ourselves a Christian.
I focused on the beautiful path, and I don't know who is coming—I have never seen him. So, he gets closer and closer, and he had a fantastic smile. When he is three feet away from me, he says, “You don't know me, but I heard about you. Let me embrace you because of your Journey. I had one just as much.” This man embraced me with a lot of love. It is like I could feel his heart and his spirit. There was peace about it. He said, “Have a seat. Let's talk. I will tell you a little bit about myself. As I was growing up, I started making money and I had more money, and more money than I could ever imagine. But I was like the Apostle Paul where he was against people, and the way he killed people. I wasn't so much against the Jewish people, but I was into fitting in with the Germans, and the money that I had, but I tried my best to work with these people. I had a lot of ways to see—I just could never understand it. What was the purpose of helping these people? The way they talked, and the way they spoke to me, and how they thanked me.
“But I know that you maybe heard of my name, maybe read a book, maybe saw the movie. And you stop and think what I felt. You can also call me Schindler. Schindler's List is what they call it. I could never understand how I was going to become one of God's means of saving people. But I tried to help them, not knowing what was coming ahead. We don't ever know. We never know. This is what we have to look forward to. Each day is a task. I know that there were books written, and I know that there are still a lot of Jewish people alive who survived some way or another. But we must go on, and we must acknowledge that Israel is in trouble. We must continue to pray as much as we can, for the Father acknowledges mercy. If this will help you, I want you to read:
Romans 1
John 8
“I didn't know how to feel because there was guilt that I could have done more and more. I just didn't how at the end. I know there are men and women that struggle like I did, knowing and doing right from wrong. Reading chapter 8 of John is how I felt, whether I was doing right or wrong. Can I get my act together one way or another. There is still a lot to talk about.
“It is an honor to see you. It is an honor to speak to you. But I will share some more when the time comes. I am thankful that this is an opportunity for me to speak to you so you can share with your friends. This is the last thing we need—is something again like what happened years ago [the Holocaust]. Keep your faith. Keep your head up. And, my brother, I will see you again.”
Ruben: I never took this deeply about this man. I don't know anything about the Jewish people and what they went through. It’s like who had it the worst: the Jewish people or the black people? They were all slaves one way or another. They were all hated by evil men. I still couldn't understand who I was talking to. Until he started sharing about what he experienced. I think I saw the movie years ago. And it's obvious there's a book; he mentioned a book. Maybe I need to read it. Was he chosen by God? I don't know what he was doubtful about—about doing things right or wrong, about feeling guilt. As far as John 8, read and see what it says to you. I guess the people who survived are still alive, or some of them, and their children.